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[28 Aug 2005|09:40pm]
[ mood | frustrated ]

So basically i start school tomorrow.
& i wanna kill someone.
I dont want to go at all.
so the other night i was talking to frank and he was talking about how he was at rachels house and she was driving him and a few other people to the bridge and whateva.
& for some reason i got really upset and i cried the whole way home from work. & he didnt end up going, but it still pissed me off that he was going too. Im going out of my way to try and move on but it is impossible cause those stupid sluts are everywhere. its nasty. and i have a lot of anger towards them right now. I think if i could fight id for sure kick there asses , but since i cant i dont know what to do. And i really dont think that they even care what they did at all or have any idea what kind of damage was done. I think more then anything i want them all to hurt as much as me. No i take that back i want them to hurt a million times worse, if thats possible. I dont even know if frank knows how bad hes hurt me.They all deserve to feel what i feel. I could never in a million years think about hooking up with someone elses boyfriend. like who the hell does that shit? anyways thats all for now. im just really pissed about the whole thing still. Oh yeah and yesterday frank almost went to the bridge with the other megan girl who i never met but she was one of the ones who he happened to hook up with. Like what effin nerve. i cant stand it. fuck sluts.

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Ill tap the brake while you crack the window [23 Aug 2005|12:00am]

Okay so I don't update, but i really think I should. Everyonce in awhile would be nice atleast.
Anyways so i went to philadelphia all last week. It was a  lot of fun on
MONDAY:Frank & I went to the tracks then the a haunted bridge in new hope with greg, shawn,rachel,cris,& bry. scary right?i have pictures and little like "orbes" kept showing up. I was really werid.
TUESDAY:We went the the phillies game with avery, andrew, gus, josh, abria,matt and kate. We drank before it & avery got really drunk and threw up at the game. Which was cool cause we had to leave anyways cause it got rained out.
WEDNESDAY: Me ,frank. avery, & andrew headed to the shore at like 11. We went to lauras beach house & greg was there. Then we all went to the beach for a few hours and the water was reallt warm it was nice. We all went back to the house and showered and what not then went ate and walked aroud. Then we left at like 10.
THURSDAY:Not to much happened during the day but that night I saw the skeleton key with dan avery andrew and frank. I was really good you should go see it.
FRIDAY: I went to the mall with frank, steve, and joe. Then we went back and we all went to frank & steves graduation party. Which i thought was a lot of fun. Afterwards we went back to franks house and go drunk with his family.
SATURDAY:Was mine and franks 9 months so we went to chicke? & petes with andrew and avery then went down to south street which was a lot of fun. After that we went back and went to the tracks and everyone got really drunk.
SUNDAY: Got up early and went to breakfast with frank anf then to the mall where frank bought me two shirts and tons of earrings.after that we picked up mike and avery and andrew and went to a gay show. Which me and avery ended up leaving cause we had to go home. I didnt want to leave at all. I was the worst drive home cause i wanted to turn around.

TODAY: I had work all day and now im really tired. I have work tomorrow to from 5-close then im going to megans house to sleep over with her liz and carley it should be fun. School starts in less than a week and i want to shoot myslef. Im going to go back up to philly labor day weekend even though my mom thinks its a bad time to go whateva. yeah so that was my  week and i think i might actually keep this thing going foronce maybe? I dont know.

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[25 Jan 2005|06:12pm]
[ mood | energetic ]

Okay so today basically sucked.
i cleaned a lot.
Then Avery called & asked if I wanted to go with her and her madre to get my eyebrows waxed.
& i really need one an di was bored so of course i was like hellz yeah
so we go to the nail place and its fucking closed.
boy were we mad,because avery called not 10 minutes before and they said they would be open.
So we went to target & I bought candy even though I shouldnt spend money since I'm hittin the streets of Philly this weekend.Im super excited about that.
&&&&&& we hit mcdonalds and to our suprise it was kids night and happy meals were only 99CENTS crazy right?
I was in heaven.
Tomorrows school and exams .LAME.
So I was looking through my pictures on my computer & found vacation ones & I miss summer & hate the cold so I'm going to post some & youll love them<3333
They are from my trip down the east coast and the cruise I went on with Averys family.

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YAY SNOW. [24 Jan 2005|11:24pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

So I spent the weekend at Averys. & it snowed & I have pictures. YAY.LOOK LOOK LOOK.

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So it's been some time [20 Jan 2005|06:28pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

& I guess I might update cause I can.
I don't know why I am, but I got bored.
So yeah new things to know about me.
+I get to drive soon
+I dyed my hair
+I have the hottest boyfriend ever.
+Averys still my best friend.
+I'm now 16.
+I'm still cooler then you.

So maybe I'll update more with pictures and what not.
I think I need more friends though.
So thats all for now.
Get all your friends to be my friends to please.

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Hey guys Im naked over here. [11 Jul 2004|04:51pm]
Last night I...

Saw more fishsticks then i have ever before seen in my life

Had hott boys at my house

Starred in a porn or two

Almost blinded someone

Went to a lake

Got naked

Showered with 3 other people

and went to dennys

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[03 Jul 2004|02:36pm]
Goddamn you and your immature deciosions. You dont even fucking realize who the hell this is going to effect. Yeah it might be youre body but its my fucking family and i swear to god if you go through with this i will never fucking talk to you again. Its not like mom and dad wont fucking raise it, but no that not the problem is it. You fucked up big time and you shouldnt fucking kill my niece or nephew. Cause it MY niece or nephew, my fucking first one and i swear i dont know what im going to do with myself if you fucking go through with it.And i dont care if i pissed you off today get the fuck over it you deserve it. You are not going to kill my family.

Sorry I doubt shell even read that, but i had to get it off my chest.

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[24 Jun 2004|01:51pm]
V.A.C.A.T.I.O.N spells fun. Be back next tuesday the 6th of July. Try not to miss me to much<3

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[20 Jun 2004|11:35pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Yeah i so stole this from xhey_courtneyx sorry.<3

1. Put your birth month in an entry.
2. Italisize anything that doesnt apply to you
3. Bold the ones that best apply to you.
4. Underline the ones you're not sure about
5. Put all twelve months under a journal cut.

Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets.</b> Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

Think I did it right? If not you do it for me and let me see what you think.

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[16 Jun 2004|06:01pm]
Know what I hate? The sound the dishwasher makes when it's running, it's so loud. Anyways updating is fun. Last night I went and say this killer movie with Avery call Stepford Wives. I wanted to shoot these annoying people who laughed so loud and clapped when someone made a meaningful speech or something.
I still can't get over the fact that it's summer.I keep thinking it's like spring break and I'll be back in school in about a week. Oh man I'm going to the beach with my parents, my sister, her boyfriend, avery, my aunt, her kids Nicole Samantha and Anthony, and my aunts boyfriend.We're all going to hate eachother by the end of the week I know it.
My dad has done nothing but get on my nerves. I swear he hates me, and as of right now i can't stand him. All day yesterday all he did was bitch at me, like hes doing right now. He wont shutup because I wont tell him something that my sister told me as a secret.What kind of person would I be if I told my sisters secret?
I have an obession with the Deathcab for Cutie cd and my new dead poetic cd. I can't stop listening to them. Okay yeah I'm done. I'm going to go make a new layout now<3 Yay.


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[13 Jun 2004|06:13am]

Photos of me and avery<333 Look at the ones below too please. Their so hott like these ones.


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[13 Jun 2004|05:00am]

The first day of summer. Oh what fun<33Collapse )

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Play sausage! Who has the longest? [12 Jun 2004|12:25pm]
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Yay Im Stalked.<3 [10 Jun 2004|02:20pm]
vanitys_gunxx's LJ stalker is jenniferleonard!
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[03 Jun 2004|07:01am]

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[27 May 2004|08:08pm]
Lame question time.

Does sex have a smell and if so whats it like?

I am ever so curious, I hear people refer to it alot in songs and I wanna know. Being the virgin I am I have no idea.

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[23 May 2004|09:33am]
[ mood | content ]

Man I had my first day of work yesterday and Ive come to the conclusion working isnt my thing. I work at Papa Johns and its so hot in there I almost died.I dont want to go back, but I don't have a choice. My moms all like you cant quit after one day and you need money for the summer.Which I know I do but Id rather be broke all summer then have to work. Whatever I have to go back in at 3 today. Bleh. Well last week went by so slow it was crazy I didnt like it. On friday Ryan came over and we hung out at my house it was fun, its always fun. And my mom took him home at 10:30. Then yesterday like i said i went to work from 12 until 7:15. Then went and got avery. We came back to my house and 10 minutes later Travis and Jamie came and asked if we wanted to go hang out. Travis told my mom we were going bowling ha. Oh man that kid is like the worst driver. Anways so he was all set on the whole bridge jumping idea he wanted to go to lake anna find a bridge and jump. Me and avery were like what the hell. Yeah so we drove around for liek and hour and a half and never found one.It was fun though and travis stole roses from some persons yard.Then we went to central park and he parked in the ice park parking lot and then we all walked to best buy and travis wanted a cd so i made him buy the death cab for cutie one. then walk back to the car and we went to get something to eat which it took a million hours to figure out where to go. Yeah we ended up going to mcdonalds.Me and travis got sundays and jamie and avery got drinks. And some how by the time i got home i had icream all over me from travis and from mine melting it was nasty. Avery and I got home at about 11 maybe a little later and then i fell asleep not to long after. Im pathetic I know.And thats what happened on my lovley weekend<33


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[17 May 2004|09:06pm]
[ mood | curious ]

Oh nelly okay eveyone tell me yes or no to this question

Do you have to have sex to be a slut?

If you can give me a reason for your answer.<3 thanks.

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[12 May 2004|07:39pm]
Sneaky Sneaky<3

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[12 May 2004|05:42pm]
makeout_with_me  click it bitch<3

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